i have been off since thursday and enjoying it pretty well and spending god damn lots of money. hahaha. but hey im feeling good cause i've been controlling myself badly since the start of june and really these past few days has been "let it all out".

its not all "lonchong" all the way though, im considering my options for university and there's this one programme which i really wanna join but the price is way way over the top. University of Buffalo's Bachelor in Arts (Sociology). there's a distance learning thing here in singapore at SIM so i think its cost-effective to do there degree here cause if I do it in New York, it'll cost alot more. But then again the local one cost about $60,000 and honest shit, i don't know where to get that type of money.

Then my other options are the BSc in Hotel Management at SIT under Uni of Nevada or Bachelor of Communication (Mass Communication) at SIM under RMIT. Both these programmes are much cheaper but I dont really like the career path of it. So i'm still considering what I can do after NS so we'll see.