you have my attention

"you have my attention"

there's this particular thing that is running thru my mind, more and more each day and i just feel that i need to do smth about it. i just feel something is holding me back but i dont know what it is. its more like "am i ready" "is it the right time" that type of thing. my gut feeling is to just do it and see how things go. i mean, c'mon its been so long and life needs abit of speeding up.

maybe you have an idea of what this is or not, but let me give this a clue on this: "possible love interest". :D so actually its happy news, i just don't know what to do now. haha.

Currently, I'm still recording this little group of songs that I have. The initial plan was to record a full 6 song EP, but now I'm doing 4 first, hopefully the other 2 I can do very soon. I've found a distributor for the tentative release which will help me distribute to major online stores and some internet radio stations (those USA college stations etc.) and to say the least I can't wait. Some stores they deal with are iTunes, Nokia, Napster and some others. So to cut things short, I'm getting quite busy trying to get the EP done asap and get it out, promote it like a crazy ass in certain areas of the world and see what happens. I did promotion for black-ductape and managed to get the goddamn front page of straits times, so i have every reason to think i can do this again, just this time 100% solo. gonna be tough though. i'll pray for the best.

chasin' the dream people. been wanting to do this for a long long time. you might think i'm crazy too. see, me going to new york seemed impossible. well, now as proven, i can say i've been there, done that, bought the t-shirt, but with alot of effort to make it happen. so im gonna put my heart and soul in this and do this.

im out for the kill and this is going to be great. might need alot of support from people. writing/composing/producing/playing every single instrument/singing/editing/mixing/mastering 6 songs BY ONE PERSON is no joke. its doing like 5 persons job and my ears can only handle so much sound. i did a 7 hour session on wednesday and i tell you it felt like a bullet through my freakin ears. (fyi, 7 hours can do about 1 song all instruments). so thats my worst plight lah actually. haha

so now im gonna go rest. tmr gotta buy pop-filter and some cables. :D will write again soon. I HOPE TMR THERES NO GODDAMN CONSTRUCTON.