As expected I didn't get posted to the RSAF, as much as I want to be part of it, I just don't think they want too many people of my race inside there. Its sad really, i would have given my best to something I wanted so bad. But thats life.

Alot of us actually want to do well, go far in the armed forces but they just don't want us, or should i say trust us. i have malay friends who really have this fascination with tanks and sincerely wanna be part of SAF armor, but then again got rejected. then i found out, they dont even prepare muslim food in the armor camp, WOW how hurting. its just not armor, there's alot of things we cannot enter.

I got posted sispec, which is no surprise really. as much as i feel that things are not really fair, i wanna do well. what can i do right? i just hope things will turn out great.

i bought dashboard confessional and paramore's cds over the weekend. one song i like from dashboard: :) feels very connected to it. haha. u'll know. :)



have a good one guys.