i'll be gone for a while, but you can text me if anything =) i'll be back on christmas afternoon. take care guys and girls.

i watched when harry met sally last night. its this old school film about how harry met sally. awesome love story :DD u people should watch it! i had a free saturday, didn't know what to do that day so thats why i watched it. i woke up at 4pm cause of the overnight bbq on friday. spent saturday alone, wanted to watch the wedding singer too, gave it 2 hours to load but it only managed to load 10 mins out of the 1 hour +++, so gave it a miss. i'm a fan of old school love stories, you name it - i watched it!

while waiting for the wedding singer, i spent sometime out of the house to get some good night breeze. i just sat at a playground nearby, bought a packet of fries and coke, and just took some time to just think some about some stuff which has been on my mind, things which just matters so much right now... alot of thoughts and emotions went thru my head and i guess i have to take a chill pill to chill this emo brain. just feels abit empty right now but i'm doing ok, surviving at least. hehe. sometimes i just wanna hear a voice which can just warm my heart, you know. its not the easiest of situations and as much as a not-religious person that i am, i pray to god that to help me get thru this and brighten me up abit.... its just not easy for both.

i'm gonna leave it hanging there and go chat with my good good friend from far away. :)

we dont have to talk, we dont have to laugh at all, i just want you here with me...

oh god why.